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My culture: My style @ March 06, 2009

March 6, 2009

many are inside temples and many are not in temples

many are inside temples and many are not in temples

Lyrics: Eminem – Crack a Bottle Lyrics featuring Dr Dre and 50 Cent



Ooww Ladies and gentlemen The moment you’ve all been waiting for .. In this corner : weighing 175 pounds, with a record of 17 rapes, 400 assaults, and 4 murders, the undisputed, most diabolic villain in the world : Slim Shady!

Chorus : Eminem So crack a bottle, let your body waddle Don’t act like a snobby model you just hit the lotto O-oh o-oh, bitch3s hopping in my Tahoe Got one riding shotgun and no not one of them got gloves.


Now where’s the rubbers? Whose got the rubbers? I noticed there’s so many of them and there’s really not that many of us. Ladies love us and my posses kicking up dust. Its on till the break of dawn and were starting this party from dusk Ok lets go Eminem Back when Andre, the giant, mister elephant tusk Fix your must, you’ll just be another one bit the dust Just one up my mothers son who got thrown under the bus Kiss my butt. Lick from under cheese from under my nuts It disgusts me to see the game the way that it looks Its a must I redeem my name n haters get mushed. Bitch3s lust. Man they love me when I lay in the cut. Fist the cut. The lady give her eighty some paper cut. Now picture us. Its ridiculous you curse at the thought Cuz when I spit the verse the sh-t gets worse and worse cuz your soft If I could fit the words as picture perfect, works every time Every verse, every line, as simple as nursery rhymes Its elementary. The elephants have entered the room. I venture to say with the center of attention it’s true Not to mention back with a vengeance so here’s the signal Of the bat symbol. The platinum trios back on you hoes.

Chorus: Eminem So crack a bottle, let your body waddle. Don’t act like a snobby model. You just hit the lotto. O-oh o-oh, bitches hopping in my Tahoe. Got one riding shotgun and no not one of them got gloves


Now where’s the rubbers? Whose got the rubbers? I noticed there’s so many of them and there’s really not that many of us. Ladies love us and my posses kicking up dust. It’s on till the break of dawn and were starting this party from dusk. Ladies and gentlemen, Dr. Dre Dr Dre They see that low rider go by there, like Oh my! You ain’t got to tell me why you’re sick cuz I know why. I dip through in that six trey like sick em Dre. I’m an itch that they can’t scratch, they’re sick of me. But hey, what else can I say? I love LA. Cuz over and above all, it’s just another day And this one begins where the last one ends. Pick up where we left off and get smashed again. Ill be dammed, just f*cked around and crashed my Benz. Driving around with a smashed front end Lets cash that one in. Grab another one from out the stable The Monte Carlo, El Camino or the El Dorado The hell if I know. Do I want leather seats or vinyl? Decisions, decision Garage looks like precision collision. Or maico beats quake like Waco Just keep the bass low speakers away from your face though


Chorus : Eminem So crack a bottle, let your body waddle. Don’t act like a snobby mod

On Sunday, February 28, 2008, I went to Shabbat and Torah Service. I am learning a lot. However, I tend to be the leader in study discussions, I am happy because I am getting the opportunity to learn about my heritage. I waited forty-five years, and the Church’s that I attended never really enlightened me, and I did not get the revelation about my heritage. I got it right one time but I was argued with the entitlement that I could go to church on Sunday because Jesus rose. What was I supposed to do after being practically raised by Nanny, who was a Baptist Missionary, I knew God saw something in that woman and she saw something in me that she decided not to turn me a loose to the dogs, she decided to labor over me and nurture me. She was all I had when no one else wanted me. The church talks about being born into the faith and adopted by the Spirit of God, the Holy Spirit. Are they one in the same, the Holy Spirit, Spirit of God, and my Lord? I will always need God’s presence, and I know that I know by His Holy Spirit. There was no one to tell this Lord God that she would be a warrior princess that God said to the children of Israel: “The Lord god of your fathers, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, appeared tome, saying, “I have surely visited you and seen what is done to you in Egypt;…. (Exodus 3:15).

In the book of Exodus, Chapter 6 and verse 16, The sons names of the sons of Levi according to their generations: Gershon, Kohath, and Merari. And the years of the life of Levi were one hundred and thirty-seven. In verse 25 we read that Eleazar, Aaron’s son, took for himself one of the daughters of Putiel as a wife; and she bore him Phinehas. Eleazar’s parents were Aaron and Elisheba, (daughter of Amminadab, sister of Nashon) as a wife; and she bore him Nadab, Abihu, Eleazar, and Ithamar (verse 23). However in verse 19, we read that the sons of Kohath were Amram, Izhar, Hebron, and Uzziel. And the years of the life of Kohath were one hundred and thirty-three. Now Amram took for himself Jochebed, his father’s sister, as wife; and she bore him Aaron and Moses. And the years of the life of Amram were one hundred and thirty-seven (20). Aaron and Moses together were told by the Lord, and he said: “Bring out the children of Israel from the land of Egypt according to their armies.(Genesis 12:51)” And Moses and Aaron were faithful and spoke to Pharaoh King of Egypt, to bring out the children of Israel from Egypt. The children of Israel did leave Egypt to worship their God and offer sacrifices of praise and thanksgiving and to observe the ordinances, statutes, precepts and laws.

Now I am finding more and more that Christians have more and more baggage. Over the weekend, the claim was that is not a religion is a lifestyle; or that I try to force my way of life onto others. That is not true, as a matter of fact in our struggle and that when the enemy hardens their hearts; this is an opportune time for God show his Glory that he is, I AM. Nevertheless in religion many people grab onto Christianity because they want to associate with blood bought and also pride theirselves on the principles and values taught by Jesus Christ. Everyone that hollers’ Jesus is not saved and is in deed your enemy. So what do you want to do, do you want to be around someone who is honest and forthright, or do you want to be around the enemy as long as they say the two words that you most like to hear, and that is Jesus Christ? You don’t care if that person means it or not, the greed and pride, and the curses that come your way when they can replace you in a law suit, or they criticize how you raise your children and keep strife and wrath from the pallets’ of their tongue. I have decided that I won’t talk about my cousin, because it stirs up too much bitter emotion. It’s not my fault that the courts forbade multiple parties, but no one wants to fight for what they believe i
n. News flash, I am the parent and I have the authority over all of this. I don’t play religion and politics when it comes to my family. I continually explain to people that I have not left God, and there is no need for him to welcome me back. I am going to hold onto my heritage and my claim to one of the most famous ancestors, Aaron the Levite. I am proud to say that Jesus was from the tribe of Levite (and Judah), of the sons of Jacob that pitched their tent beyond the tower of Eder, in Padan Aram [Genesis 35:21,22,23, 24, 26; Genesis 49: 1-27; Genesis 49:3 (Reuben); Genesis 49: 5 (Simeon and Levi); Genesis 49:8-12].

I don’t know if you call my sense of pride Jewish, or Christianity, but I value any good thing that anyone says about Jesus, he is different things to different people. I would say that my heritage is one hundred percent Jewish, not 1/8 or 1/16, and my Dad affirmed it because he patronized me for my values and aided me when I was suffering. All I can say is that I am holding up my claim that I don’t want to be validated by my relationships based on a religious or racial status. I am just Semitic, which has many faces and citizens of many nations. If you can’t move forward with the House of Jacob, then maybe you do need Jesus, or you are have an ist or ism and something is wrong with you.

We go back to the son of Aaron, and we visit James Sanders and Elizabeth Ray, he is the son of William Sanders, who also served in the American Revolutionary War, and his son served in his place. Back in those days, it was common for the Privates to be obedient to their General, not limited Kosciuszko and Washington. However, in doing so many times the Patriots were hungry and went without food and no one would take their vouchers. It was a trying time for the Patriots who had to fight off the Whigs, Tories and the Hessian (Germany citizens). According to Sleepy Holly, the Hessian soldiers were very interested in how the Americans got here, and divided the land up with lines and borders. General Kosciuszko was from the land of Macedonia, where my ancestor Alexander the Great once ruled, like me he got to ambitious and needed more territory and just got upset about Aryan comments of purity and eugenics. I find that many people are ambitious when they are not sure about their grandparents that can be a good thing?

Nevertheless, the Hessians were from the House of Hanover, who manages to get past Parliament and secure a place on the throne of England, which stopped the ascension of the descendants or anyone who is an adherence to King James II, a Jacobite like me. The Hessians if you will remember came up against George Washington, in Trenton while he was crossing the Delaware River, The Hessians were from the House of Hanover, and they were conscripts who were sent over by the British to fight the Americans in 1777. However, the Jacobite were from the House of Jacob, and they were sent over here by Heaven, and placed in their rightful place by an Eagle, that helped to spot ailing soldiers and other attacks of the serpent.

Nevertheless, James Sanders was a descendant of James, Jr., the progenitor of the Sanders of Virginia, Johnston County and Wake County, North Carolina. His mother was Sarah Grant, a sister of Daniel Boone. However, James Sanders, was born March 18th, 1762 and probably died around 1848. His cousin, Reuben Sanders was elected to serve as a delegate to the Senate as a Member of the General Assembly from Johnston County in 1818, 1825 and 1829. Reuben sanders, was James Sanders, son of William Sanders cousin and served as a delegate to the Senate along with founding members of the Constitution. The officers appointed by Convention between August 25th, 1775 and November 12th, 1776 were: William Bryan, Colonel; John Smith, Lieutenant-Colonel; Samuel Smith, Major; John Stevens, 2nd Major.

However, son of William Sanders, James made a great contribution to the military efforts of the American Revolution, before action was even in the New England colonies and further broke up the relationship of the Sanders that were in the Southern States and Spanish territories, many valiantly made the sacrifice and served in the Northern States, Colonies called today’s New England. In 1772, he was beaten and tied up in prison by Col. Fanning, and he was found by American Militia and let go. The colonist got even by taking the British counterparts to court, not shooting them and they kept the rebellion going on even to this day. In 1777 throughout 1780 the American Revolutionary War and the War of Independence kept going on because of the liar and dissentions of the Tories and other factions sent to crush the rebellion, hopes, dreams and aspirations of the Jacobite and like minded citizens. Today there are over 275,000,000 Americans that are blood born to the many descendants that so valiantly lay their lives down for our country because they believe in something.

James Sanders received a Land warrant from Richmond, Virginia. The certificate does not specify that he served three years. The land warrant was sworn to and subscribed on October 8th, 1832, in the Commonwealth of Kentucky, of  Fayette County. At the time the clerk of the County was James C. Rodes.

General Thaddeus Kosciuszko

In the early days of the war, Kosciuszko helped to fortify the Philadelphia waterfront at Fort Mercer. Shortly after, he was transferred to New York, where he helped with fortifications along the Hudson and planned the defense for Saratoga. The Battle of Saratoga became known as one of military history\’s most famous struggles for independence and proved to be a turning point in the war.

In 1778, Kosciuszko was made chief engineer of West Point, New York. This fortification became known as the American Gibraltar because it was unable to be penetrated by the British Army. Eventually West Point became a military academy.

In 1783, Kosciuszko was appointed Brigadier General and was awarded the Cincinnati Order Medal by General George Washington, Commander-in-Chief of the Continental Army. Washington also presented Kosciuszko with two pistols and a sword as gifts for his outstanding service to America.

After the colonies won their independence, Kosciuszko returned to Poland in 1784 to help his own country win independence from the surrounding European powers. Kosciuszko was the national hero of the 1794 insurrection.

Kosciuszko was admired by general and foot soldier alike, both for his technical knowledge and for his sympathetic understanding and generosity. Jefferson wrote of Kosciuszko, \”He is as pure a son of liberty as I have ever known.\” Tragically, Kosciuszko, a devoted champion of the poor and oppressed, never witnessed the arrival of freedom in his homeland, Poland.

Kosciuszko was a firm believer of equality and requested, before leaving the United States for the second time, that the money from his estate be used to buy freedom for slaves, help to educate them and provide them with enough land to support themselves.

Kosciuszko spent the last years of his life in Switzer
land, where on October 15, 1817 he died at the age of 72. He is buried in Wawel Castle, in Krakow, Poland, among the tombs of the Polish Kings.

 Kosciuszko Tribute Ceremony

 Milestones in the Life of General Kosciuszko

 The Will of General Kosciuszko

 Thaddeus Kosciuszko National Memorial

 An Army Born in Revolution (An article from Common

 General Thaddeus Kosciuszko Statue in Philadelphia

Has anyone every asked you to bring a Gift, if so who was it for? Was it for God? Well God had instructed Moses to get assistance from the Israelites who were wondering around in the Sinai desert, the Wildness of Sin, which is between Elim and Sinai. Many people who are gentiles think its fine to bring a gift to a wedding shower, baby shower, or a house warming party. However in the Parashat Terumah it is about building the first sanctuary, or the Tabernacle. Have you ever heard those phrases how lovely are your tents, O Jacob? (Exodus 25:1 through Exodus 27:19)

In the Book of Exodus, Chapter 25:31 Moses is instructed to build the first lampstand of pure gold; the lamp stand shall be of hammered work. Its shaft, its branches, its bowls, its ornamental knobs, and lowers shall be one piece. Today, people call this lampstand or a menorah. The menorah is a great time to light it at Hanukah or Chanukah, or anytime that you feel you need to be liberated. I wish to light mine every Friday evening.

I think that we are all Gifts from God and what we make of ourselves is a Gift to God. Most of all, God is the only being that requires us to give freely from our heart, and doing so then maybe we will make this world a better place to be.

In closing, I have noticed that when there is a conversation on the bus about dead beat dads, people get upset and file ten complaints. I am trying to make the most of my ride, and I have the right to ride in the front of the bus and voice my opinion. Politically, people love to see people suffer and struggle with a no good for nothing guy. To those who complained on me when I was riding the bus, take this *(^%$&&.


Have you ever noticed that people have serious conversations, and some are screened and some are lively and livid? The conversations via the blue tooth scare the hell out of me. I don’t know if they are talking to theirselves or they are talking to me. The last time, I thought that a woman was talking on her wireless headset she wasn’t oh my God. I don’t know what is worst, that or the fact I fight a hard battle to cross the street because the cars drive so fast through the neighborhood, that I am lucky to be here typing to you today.


I saw some women looking at me like I am crazy. You should be happy that you live in a land where there are 1 ½ million other black people, non-Caucasian that look similar to me. Instead you roll your eyes and are full of disdain. I analyzed my arm, and all though I am not the color of a paper bag, I am not darker than a paper bag. I have intensity to my skin color, so where does that put me. I am a medium beige person. I have spurts of Cocoa, Bronze, Gold, yellow, Reddish and Green Flesh tones that are regulated by my mood and African lineage, all of the ancestors before me. My hair stands because it won’t sit down, and I am sassy as the poem that I read at the ‘Speak out’, I Rise by favorite Poet and Artist etc. God knows my father hates my sassiness. Yet, in a day like today, I still say that I need to be sassy, no matter how much you decline.


Today it is cool, I am waiting for the sixty degree weather that we are suppose to be getting, earlier this week it was cold and snow and now it is supposed to be warm. I, along with the budding plants wait for the Spring and light showers to arrive. This is also the week that time goes forward or back by one hour.


In closing, I have been getting a lot of heart felt reject letters. I even got one letter that said that the interview process is over with and you were not selected. I thank God for the Human Resource Specialist that spoke the truth. I went to school and made great and many sacrifices and I would offer the legal word a lot. Yet, I can’t even secure an interview, that shows that as a person of color, and then I need an extra boost.


I looked at my eyes, and even though I don’t have a blood born husband, I do have those fabulous brown eyes that seem to be a scion for my children. You can see my eyes in their eyes time and time again. As a woman of color, we are the only ones in the world that won’t melt a way, and go away. We can produce children that look just like us, no matter who we mate with…. And that is true; I look exactly like my paternal great grandmother.


Anyway, you have a fabulous weekend, and very blessed and Peaceful Shabbat. Take care. Most of all thank you for considering as a mate, a friend, a lover, an employee, a mentor, and a mentee. Most importantly, it is He, who I hope considers me as a son (daughter) of God. It means a lot to me that you would add me to your blessed thoughts.


Memory Scripture: Exodus 10:21-29, Psalm 67 and 1st Peter 1:13 (KJV of the Bible)

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